lol; we're in the same boat. My girlfriend and I just mutually broke up. Kinda took me by surprise, but I just ignore the bad feelings and binge on ska music to feel better. (Ska music helps every situation) Just remember: don't bottle up your feelings. Either express them in one way or another, or else just forget that you ever had them. (That way they aren't bottled up; they just don't exist anymore). Hope that helps

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Nehuatl, teotl cocoxqui, ne tlanequiliztli mitzchihuilia amo cualli. Yeca amo tlahuilli. Mimihqueh yenehnemi occepa ne tlanequiliztlitica:
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I, the Plague God, will do evil through my will. There will be no light. The dead will walk again at my will.

Awww, Emily, dont take it too bad. He's just a boy. And yeah, you'll feel bad about it for a while, but trust me, you'll get over him and on to liking someone else. trust me sis, i do it like, every few months. lol.

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"Osbourne Cox? I thought you might be worried...about the security....of your shit." ~Burn After Reading~

Haha. Yeah, I sometimes feel like I'm over him, and then something happens (like my dream last night, even though he was a total dick) that makes me feel like I still like him.

God dammit!

Anyways...yeah.

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Mmmmm...chili

Well, the thing was, I was under the assumption that we were gonna remain friends, but if I go to talk with him, he just kinda brushes it off. It pisses me off. >_<

I do talk, mostly to Deanna and Elly, they listen and give me feedback. <3

Thanks Chris, I wuvs you!

So, what was the deal with your girlfriend?? I thought you guys were happy and stuff!?

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Yea, we kinda-sorta broke up. She said I was "too clingy" and that she needed to focus on school. I don't get the "clingy" part, though. I am possibly the least clingy person in the world, and all my friends know that too. O well. it was nice while it lasted. The only dilemma now is who to invite to the Snoball dance. But if I can do Calculus, I think I can solve this problem. (sorry; geeky pun. but I have to make puns or I might explode. That happens to me sometimes.)

Yepp.

But my main worry right now is getting my portfolio ready for RISD. I also need two friggin essays and the application itself in my December 15 :S Yea, I'm in deep.

(That's what she said)

Hey, at least I'm an Eagle Scout now. That always looks good on applications and resumes, and it's a good conversation-starter.

So what's up with you? I haven't heard tell from you since, well, since now; but before that it was a while.

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Nehuatl, teotl cocoxqui, ne tlanequiliztli mitzchihuilia amo cualli. Yeca amo tlahuilli. Mimihqueh yenehnemi occepa ne tlanequiliztlitica:
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I, the Plague God, will do evil through my will. There will be no light. The dead will walk again at my will.

Nothing much has been happening, but I'm so glad that you finally made Eagle.

Clingy? Um...I don't get that at all. Haha. You're not clingy. (And yeah, that pun was pretty bad. But I wouldn't want you to explode. That'd be messy.)

Hm. Well, to fill you in a bit, my friend Spencer told me he loves me, which I don't get at all >_< It's kinda weird, but I'm trying not to let it get awkward. I don't know what to do. Suggestions?

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Hey! sorry I didn't reply right away; I kinda went to Disney World

It was a good time. The New Years' fireworks above the castle were spectacular; and the holiday IllumiNations at Epcot was the first time I felt like spontaneously yelling HOLY FUCK! really loud.

As for suggestions, I can't say that I have any solutions to awkward situations, since I seem to feed off of awkwardness like some awkward vampire, but the best thing to do is simply talk to him and pretend he's someone else you are on good terms with. Or else pretend that you are someone else. If there's anything I learned from Disney, it's that the imagination is the wicked powerful.

But the way that I see it, if someone flat out tells you that he loves you, without anything inbetween, it can only be lust. Such a cynic knows the price of everything, but the value of nothing. Then again, I do not know the person personally, so I am in no place to judge. The truth is rarely pure and never simple, so I cannot tell you exactly what to do. Listen not with your heart, but with your mind and soul. (ie: don't listen to temptation, but make sure you truly want to be with that person and that the relationship won't be dangerous to any degree.)

Wow. that was a lot of thinking after coming back from vacation. I'm pretty proud of myself. ^^ Well, Merry Christmas, Happy New Year, and good luck in all of your mortal affairs!

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Nehuatl, teotl cocoxqui, ne tlanequiliztli mitzchihuilia amo cualli. Yeca amo tlahuilli. Mimihqueh yenehnemi occepa ne tlanequiliztlitica:
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I, the Plague God, will do evil through my will. There will be no light. The dead will walk again at my will.

^_^ You're the bestest, Chris.

Midyear exams suck.

And I'm angry that I didnt' see you at the church. AND YOU WERE THERE. Rawrness. I almost asked your mom if you were there, but I figured that since I hadn't seen you yet, and I had been all over the church, then I had either missed you or you weren't there. Dangit. Are you going to make the Superbowl Grinders next week?

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I don't know anything about Superbowl Grinders, but I know I'm usually at one of my dad's friend's house for the game. But then, I'll check my schedule. I sincerely could care less if I miss the football game. I don't watch football. So my schedule may be pretty open.

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Nehuatl, teotl cocoxqui, ne tlanequiliztli mitzchihuilia amo cualli. Yeca amo tlahuilli. Mimihqueh yenehnemi occepa ne tlanequiliztlitica:
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I, the Plague God, will do evil through my will. There will be no light. The dead will walk again at my will.